How do I protect my children through Divorce or Separation?

This is a very controversial topic for a number of reasons. For the sake of this Blog, I am going to keep this very focussed on the children of divorce and not on the couple involved. 

The reality is unavoidable, Divorce statistics are high. More and more families are experiencing separation and change and this can be difficult for everyone involved. Parents of children struggle to make the decision to leave in many cases, due to societies habit of placing the fear of death and doom on parents in regards to their children's welfare. Today I am going to attempt to dispel some myths and give you the knowledge so that you are able to make the very best decision for yourselves. I am by no means advocating divorce, my opinions on the matter are irrelevant for this topic. My goal is to help you help the children of divorce.

Let me start by saying that children are resilient. They are able to heal from just about any trauma if supported correctly. It is good to remember that children do not get born with preconceived notions of marriage and relationships. They will adapt to the environments they are placed in with the help of their attachment figures or primary caregivers (usually their parents).

The 'damage' people describe is not actually from the divorce and actual act of separating despite popular belief. What damages the child is the lack of stability that is often created when parents go through difficult splits. Staying together whilst unhappy can be just as harmful for the child, if not worse. Fighting in front of children is a well known 'no-no'. Fighting behind closed doors and displaying passive aggression is just as bad. Children can sense the discord. They can pick up all the emotions between you and your spouse. They will become confused and feel frightened of their feelings of fear as they are unable to understand them or articulate them (complex adult relationships are beyond their comprehension).
Most people know that children often blame themselves. The reason for this is that they have not developed the brain functioning (cognitive ability) to separate their experiences from yours. To understand the concept of 'other people's emotions'. When they sense anger and tension, they will FEEL it is directed towards them. When they sense pain, they will FEEL the pain somehow involves them. You get the point.

The main emotion children experiencing during this time is FEAR. When the decision is made for the relationship to end and one parent leaves the home, the child will seldom resent the parent for leaving, even though they miss that parent and will feel some loss. When anger and resentment are felt, these emotions are usually modelled from the remaining parent and thus that parent has indirectly taught the child that the emotions they are experiencing are anger or resentment. What they will likely be experiencing instead will be a sense of abandonment and fear that the remaining parent may do the same thing and leave them all alone. That is why children start to act out and push boundaries. They will often find ways to create a sense of safety and if unguided by you, this can take the form of being clingy, possessive, jealous and angry (to name a few). Their homes and belongings become unsafe as they feel they may lose them too, thus issues with sharing or letting go of things may arise. NB this is really about fear of losing you. Punishment is not the answer here, reassurance is. You need to consistently reassure children, both parents, that your child is loved and will not be abandoned.

The very WORST thing you can do, and I mean this, is talk badly of their other parent to the child. This is actually quite neglectful of the child's needs because they love their other parent, no matter what that parent may have done. Children will love their parents through all manner of atrocities, this is the human condition and not one to be tampered with. Trying to keep your child away from their other parent is harmful to the child. The reason bad mouthing the other parent or preventing them from seeing the child for long periods of time is damaging is because the child will blame themselves. They will be confused and this creates shame. They love their other parent and want to see them but you are telling them that this parent is bad, that they don't care, that they are selfish etc. This indirectly tells the child that what they feel is wrong because they value what you say and they don't yet trust their own feelings. This creates shame. Shame effects self-esteem and stability. Again, reassurance is vital here and explaining to the child that this is not their fault and that they are loved is extremely important. If you can find a way to put your needs aside and focus on co-parenting, the child will not only heal from this change, but thrive in the same way they would if you stayed together.

It is very tempting to play the 'right fight' game during a relationship break-up. We all do it. Love brings out the best and the worst in us. A broken heart can turn people into very different people. One thing I often see is the need to scramble to get people on side. The wounded party in particular will often want to hurt the other person to show them how much they have been hurt. If they are not feeling valued, they may try to get 'back up' so to speak. Friends and family become involved and the number one reason for this...the children. Everyone has an opinion but no one has the facts. In an attempt to advocate and speak up for the children, the friends and family can have the opposite effect and create more harm for the child. Any added stress on the parent targeted for being in the 'wrong' will place the child in a more unstable environment as the child will pick up on this stress. Their fears of abandonment may resurface. They will bare the brunt of that parent's unhappiness and shame (disappointment in you from loved ones creates shame). The less people weighing in, the better, for this very reason. It is not helpful for the children of divorce for friends and family to impose and pass judgement or openly take sides. I know this is not always avoidable but if that is the case, own that. Acknowledge your own hurt as a family member and do not hide behind the phrase 'I am so angry at *** because of what he/she has put the children through'. The best way you can be helpful as someone close to the family is to offer your support. Offer to help out with the children while the parents muddle through their pain and heart break and work out a way to co-parent.

As parents, your role is to put your child's needs first. You can't always control the other parent but you can certainly control your own urges and impulses. You have all the power in how your child copes with this. It is important that you prioritise your child's needs and find a way to work with the child's other parent. If the other parent has left and will not return, you need to help your child understand that this was not due to anything they did and definitely not because of who they are. Explain the other parent's behaviour in a way that does not berate that parent but shows that they have problems that cause them to behave in that way. Remember that the child is a part of their parents and by criticising the other parent, you are making the child question if that is how you feel about them. I strongly suggest getting some professional advice with the intention of best supporting your children if you are struggling to manage your own feelings and pain. Make it a priority to gain as much support for yourself during this time so that you are able to be the best parent you can be. If you are able to do this, rest assured, your child or children will be just fine. The damage comes from reactions to divorce, not divorce itself. As outsiders to the family, no matter what your relationship, you have a responsibility to provide support not judgement. When their are children involved the decision to split is never easy. It seldom comes out of the blue and it is rarely fully understood. We don't know what people are feeling deep down, what reasons they have. Even if we do understand, it is not our place to judge.

So remember that children need reassurance and the best way to combat damage is to place your own needs aside a little bit and find a way to co-parent. Try to see your ex as the mother or father of your child instead and acknowledge that your child needs both of you. You don't have to like each other but you do need to find a way to respect each other as parents. Children need consistency above all as they will feel out of control and unstable due to their fear. Tackle that fear first and foremost XXX

When I 'listen to my gut' am I really listening to the internalised voices of my past?

I have been giving a lot of thought lately to family patterns and how much we are influenced by our upbringing. The 'nature/nurture' argument has been around for decades but this particular concept often gets my cogs turning.

Sometimes, as I watch all my peers start having kids of their own, I feel a bit frightened for them. The reason for this is because I often still feel like I don't know nearly enough to feel prepared for the responsibility of caring for another little human being. Somewhere along the line (and I have noticed much of this happens a bit after the birth, not immediately) instincts kick in and new mothers seem to have a deeper knowing when it comes to their children. Where does this come from?

The black and white answer can be that you learn how to be a mum (or dad) throughout your life. You learn from all of your own experiences, primarily from your own parental figures. Other influences include modelling other significant relationships, learning from teachers, coaches and tutors, learning from your peers and learning through play. Another viewpoint can be looking at the nature side of things and ones instincts. Humans have very little instincts when compared to our animal folk. Much of our behaviour is learned. Many of us are being signalled by our 'instincts' regularly but do not pay attention. The saying 'trust your gut' is a good example of this. But is 'your gut' really just an amalgamation of all the voices of your past, namely your parents, that have been internalised over the years?

In phenomenology or experiential psychology, Ernest Spinelli* explains that we are all unique individuals who may share common experiences, but our perception and experience of these common experiences will differ between each individual. The reason for this is the 'meaning' we place on that experience. This meaning is influenced by all the different experiences in our lives such as our upbringing, values, principles, past experience, culture, religion, education, personality type etc etc. So if we think of how everything in our life is influenced by the meaning we create due to our past experiences, parenthood should be no different right? That can be a very frightening concept for some people. Many people are terrified of passing on negative legacy's left by their own parents, and sadly, many people do continue to pass this on.

It is not uncommon for people who suffered the hands of abuse to go on to becoming abusers themselves. I do not have any solid answer for this, nor will I attempt to stereotype and generalise. What I am intending to highlight is the power 'nurture' seems to have, even over 'nature' in some instances. Let me give an example: A child that has been put down, criticised and neglected growing up will often find it very difficult to believe in themself. The voices of primary attachment figures have become embedded in this child and after years of conditioning and being led to believe they are not worthy, intelligent or special, the child will grow up and believe those voices to be their own. It can often take a lot of therapeutic work to undo this pattern of thinking and to differentiate the persons' own self from the conditioning others have placed on them. It is no wonder that when someone has been shown abuse instead of encouragement and love, it is not easy for that person to learn how to show encouragement and love themselves.

I want to be clear that I do not mean impossible when I say 'not easy'. Sometimes our bad experiences show us how we do NOT want to behave or live. In psychology they may use the terms 'repeat or resist' when it comes to our parental influences. As individuals we have a choice, we can simulate behaviours as we have learnt them or we can resist them and change or break the patterns. Resisting and changing patterns can create a lot of conflict and can make people feel very unstable. Sometimes we need other people to help us, to reassure us and to validate our decisions so as to feel less alone. I say less alone because when we resist our familial patterns we are often challenging our values and our world view as we knew them, taking us away from that sense of belonging. Many people who have been abused will have unresolved issues/hurt/pain/anger etc and this can make one feel very out of control, particularly when it comes to personal choices and what I have been referring to as 'resistance'.

Breaking patterns and creating change happens best when we are aware of our patterns and of ourselves (as much as possible). Referring to phenomenology again, in regards to making any decision, the best way to secure the best possible outcome is to put all the cards on the table, giving each card equal footing. Once you have all your cards (elements of the problem) in front of you and you are able to look at the problem from all angles, the answer can then be seen more clearly. In other words, in order for you to break a cycle or a pattern, you need to understand the cycle and the pattern as it stands, from all angles. You may be afraid that you will become violent and abusive like your father and feel this is something you have no control over. The truth is, you may, but you have the choice not to. You may need to open up some old wounds in order for you to understand your past experiences and the present fears, but once you start to separate the abuse from who you are as an individual, to realise that you do have a choice and control, that is when you are able to allow change to occur. The choice lies in your actions now, in the present and in your own motivation to be who you would like to be. The 'nature' side of you, the essence of you is not fundamentally bad. No one is born evil, no one is a bad seed! We are shaped by our nurturing, our environment and by our need to survive. We cannot change our experiences but we CAN change our reactions to them. Sometimes it just takes a bit of work.

I like to believe that 'my gut' is a mixture of my instincts and my upbringing. As a counsellor I am learning to value the power of listening to my body, listening to those voices, to those feelings that creep in unexpectedly, to those waves of emotion that come out of the blue. often, when I pay attention, I am given many clues about a particular situation and once or twice my instincts have kept me safe. My message today is to listen to your gut and if something does not feel right, pay attention :) You can break those cycles if you so wish to :)

XXX
Paula

*Spinelli, E. (2005). The Interpreted World: an introduction to phenomenological psychology (2nd Ed).

        SAGE Publications: London, UK.